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Post by Jeremy Efron on Jan 7, 2007 22:51:39 GMT
What do you want from me Jeremy? Do you want me to make you feel something?....
No, was his complete answer. It was hard for him to explain himself to a girl, and this wasnt going to be any easier since that girl was Rachel. He shook his head, and asked, "Can we stop talking about this?" He didnt like when people would 'pry' into his personal life, the same with his thoughts. But he did get to answer her second question. "Because that's what guys do. We compare ourselves to each other," he said sounding angry. He didnt know why he was telling her this anyways. Somethings were just better to be kept with guys, and the same with girls.
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Post by Rachel Stone on Jan 7, 2007 23:06:51 GMT
Rachel wasn't getting anywhere with Jeremy. He was like a rock. To heavy to throw away and to strong to break. The fact that he wouldnt answer her only made her more determined to break him. Just like playing hard to get made him want her more, "Stop talking about what? Were not talking about anything..." Rachel gave up, throwing her hands in the air, "Well at least you aren't. When you propose something Jeremy i want an explination, I dont want to be made like im some sort of bad guy not trying hard enough or...Or that im a bad kisser." She looked him right in the eye now. She was serious as ever but he didnt seem to care, "I'm sorry for not kissing you good enough to make you feel something, im sorry i apparently didnt kiss you like that when we dated, and...Im sorry you feel that way..." Rachel added in remark to comparing himself with Craig, "Im sorry..." She shrugged, giving up to him.
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Post by Jeremy Efron on Jan 8, 2007 0:17:01 GMT
Jeremy looked at her confused, and gave her the 'you're insane' stare. He wasnt in the mood to talk about this with her. "You're not a bad kisser for the last time!" he yelled. He didnt want her to think that. He just meant he knew she kissed good, hearing from Craig, but he never experienced that. But he wasnt going to say that. She would probably ask, 'Why were you and Craig talking about the way I kiss?' and he wasnt up for that now.
I'm sorry for not kissing you good enough to make you feel something, im sorry i apparently didnt kiss you like that when we dated, and...Im sorry you feel that way...
Now this really pissed him off. "You have nothing to be damn sorry about Rachel!" He got out of control. "You're the one who didnt feel anything when we went out, so you didnt kiss like you felt anything!" he said. He sighed and calmed down, "You didnt feel anything Rachel, so why are you apologising?" he asked.
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Post by Rachel Stone on Jan 8, 2007 1:10:01 GMT
It was too late to say that both of them were calm because neither of them were calm. And hearing James say that she never felt anything in the first place is what really defined the way she felt. "What do you mean I didn't feel anything when we went out!?" Rachel snapped, her eyes wandering to an empty classroom next to them. Grabbing Jerry's arm, Rachel pulled him into the classroom and shut the door behind them. Squeezing her eyes shut as she processed how this even started, they flashed back open in an instant, "How can you even say that I didnt feel anything!?" She asked in outrage, "Jeremy i've never felt so outgoing in my life when I dated you!" She exclaimed her voice calming slightly, "If I didn't feel anything do you think I would have kissed you in the hall in the first place!?" Realizing what she said, Rae quickly shut up, her eyes scanning the room.
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Post by Jeremy Efron on Jan 8, 2007 1:23:43 GMT
What do you mean I didn't feel anything when we went out!?
Jeremy looked at her frustrated, rubbing the back of his neck. "Rach-" he said, getting cut in mid sentence, when he was pulled into the empty classroom. "You never proved it!" he finally got to say. He leaned against the door, and stared at her. He was surprised, when saying going out with him was outgoing. "Will you make up your mind?!" he yelled at her. He was now confused, as she was in silence. "You first told me that you don't feel anything when I kiss you, and now your saying you felt something?!" He sighed and said, "So you admit you felt something?" he asked her in a rational and calm way, trying to stop the yelling.
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Post by Rachel Stone on Jan 8, 2007 1:32:42 GMT
Rolling her eyes, Rachel took a breath and then made eye contact with her friend. Either Rachel wasn't making any sense what-so-ever or Jeremy just wasnt understanding what she was saying. "Number one, ya ya, outgoing, whatever...Number two, if I didn't prove anything than why did you stay with me that long in the first place? Third, you think im going to admit to you that I felt something?" She held up three fingers as she asked each question, an eye brow raised, and surprisingly enough, her voice calm, "...Course I felt something...I'll always feel something, but that doesnt mean that I'll always want to admit it to you. Besides...." This time her voice drowned out, "Why does it matter?" Her head tilted to one side and she waited for his reply.
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Post by Jeremy Efron on Jan 8, 2007 2:19:53 GMT
Number one, ya ya, outgoing, whatever...Number two, if I didn't prove anything than why did you stay with me that long in the first place? Third, you think im going to admit to you that I felt something?
Jeremy pushed himself up off the door, not taking his eye off of her. The answer to number two was simple. For show, was basically how he was supposed to put it. A girl like Rachel is something proud to be about, but he couldnt tell her that. So instead he lied. "Because of Craig," he said. Craig had nothing what so ever to do with this, but he just said it. He shrugged to number three. "One minute you tell me something, and the next minute you dont," he told her. "Like earlier, I'm guessing your intentions were not to tell me this, but you ended up doing it, right?"
Why does it matter?
Jeremy wasnt going to tell her so he stayed quiet.
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Post by Rachel Stone on Jan 8, 2007 2:29:45 GMT
Talking to James was like playing twenty questions. You could never get a straight answer out of either of them and when you did it was always a lie. Of course it's because of Craig. Its always about Craig... Rachel thought to herself, almost disappointed with his answer, "So I guess you never felt anything?" Rachel asked, knowing fair well that he had to be lying. Crossing her arms across her chest, she was tempted to leave, but she wanted to get it out of him first, "Yes I ended up doing it. You know...Unlike you Jeremy, or so it seems, I did feel something when I dated you, which is why i hate that ever since I broke up with you and Craig that everything is always 'just friends.' You could have any girl you wanted in Crystal Falls...Without complaints. So why your complaining about me not proving whatever to you...Is a mystery to me...Why it ever mattered to you is a mystery to me as well...Because you still havent answered." Rachel's voice was calm now, and had a tone of vulnerability as she shrugged her shoulders and wondered if he'd cave.
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Post by Jeremy Efron on Jan 8, 2007 2:49:54 GMT
So I guess you never felt anything?
Jeremy got frustrated again. "Yes Rachel!" he finally admitted. "I felt something! Why do you think I'm here in a classroom, answering your questions and not walking out?" he asked. "Why do you think it mattered that I asked you all those questions?" he asked her. "For an A student Rach, you sometimes dont understand concepts like this, or its me you dont get," he told her. "You're my favorite blonde, and as i have said, the only girl who has had a relationship with me for over a few months," he said. "Of course that would have made me feel something,"
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Post by Rachel Stone on Jan 8, 2007 2:59:42 GMT
She bet that niether of them knew why they were fighting. They'd been so caught up in discussing a relationship that no longer existed, to even pay attention to why fighting about it even mattered. As long as she knew that he did feel something when they were together, than she wouldn't feel like 'every other girl.' As he snapped back at her with the same frustration he had in his voice moments earlier, Rachel winced. Maybe he was right. Maybe she should have just dropped it when he wanted to earlier. "Alright..." She said at an almost whisper. She still didnt get why it mattered so much to him whether she proved it to him or not that she felt something, but she didn't want to push it with him. If he could say something unexpected like her or do something unexpected, than at least she wouldn't feel like she was the bad guy in all this. (blah blah blah all ramble )
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Post by Jeremy Efron on Jan 10, 2007 0:13:55 GMT
Alright
That was it? He thought. Jeremy stared at her confused, as he opened the door. "Sorry it went down like this," He didnt have anything else rather than that to say right now. "Catch you later Rachy," he said to her with a smile as if nothing had happened. He walked out the room and left her there. Jeremy was one strange person, but you cant hate him for that.
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Post by Rachel Stone on Jan 10, 2007 0:17:44 GMT
(aww you ruined my fun. now who am i supposed to post with lol) As Jeremy walked out the door, having nothing more to say than a mere goodbye, Rachel put on a pout. She always had a way of ruining things and she had just ruined her fun with Jeremy.
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