Post by Luke Bennett on Jan 20, 2007 3:39:48 GMT
so this time capsule, its suppose to give people in the future a look at what happened in the past i guess? i was never really into history so this doesnt really make sense to me all that much but i have to do it....
my name? Luke Bennett. im a senior at Crystal Fall's High. these past few years? well they've been tough but ive gotten through it, whether it be alone or with people standing by me.
open your eyes....open your eyes!
you know i guess im suppose to tell you all that Highschool's all fun and games and everyone is happy and cheerful. its not like that...well ya sometimes it is but theirs always some type of drama going on. it really doesnt matter...we're teenagers! i mean ya i have my roller coaster rides just like everyone else but why let it eat at you or make you feel horrible? a lot of people i know are like this and it kills me to think that im standing right infront of them asking if somethings wrong and they just...pause for a moment and say nothing. lifes too short to hold all of it in, so why do it?
Be careful with his heart. It's more fragile than you think
my secret? well the only people who really know are Rachel and my family....i umm... i have cancer. its hard to say so im sorry but you dont know what its like, walking onto the track field or the football field and knowing you can't push yourself over the limit. to me....i feel trapped, like my world can come crashing down on me at any moment. but thats a risk i take....and i take it everyday. ive fought it a few times but it keeps coming back, and everytime it does i feel even weaker. i fall to my knees sometimes wishing i could just die already and not go through the pain of losing all my hair and going for treatments. its horrible and you dont even know it. i think this is my best kept secret honestly, not even my best friend Haley knows. not that i want her to because i know she'll try to fix it but she cant. but i think the thing im most feared of is the reactions from all my friends. what would they say if they knew? would they even be my friends anymore? hopefully they dont think less of me.
"Obstacles are those frightful things you see when you take your eyes off your goal."
music is my life. everyone in Crystal Falls know's i love to sing and play my guitar every chance i get. its my passion my world. without i wouldnt be who i am today. the words in the lyrics of a song...they mean something to me..something more then just actual words. theres a deeper meaning for me, one that i think im the only one who understands. i write my own stuff too, so i guess im a writer as well? its just something about put a pen to paper and having a connection that sends a chill up someones spine...that means something, it means they feel the music just like me.
Things are worth fighting for....so why give up when you know what you want?
my friends....well its starts with Haley, Craig, Dani, Beth, Eden, Jer, Hilary, Essie, Rachel....and the list goes on. these people are my family, i have had the pleasure of learning something unique from each of them and thats something im grateful for. Hales is my best friend...we've connected through music, always doing the odd duet or whatnot which is fun. Craig and i are buds, being on the same sports teams we get along well and enjoy palying pranks on everyone. Dani and Beth well...what can i say their princesses...literally. dont get me wrong i love them but they are princesses and they know it haha...umm Jer, Hils and Essie well i dont hangout with them as much as i want but thats because we all have our own lives but they know im here if they need me. Eden is another really close friend, me and her get along the best i tihnk maybe its because we're both kinda rebellious maybe? i dont know though...lately she's been a little bit strange hopefully everythings ok. then theres Rachel. the girl that can stop me from breathing. theres just something about her that i like but shes just not seeing it. she's not letting me all the way in and i dont know why. she needs to learn how to trust me then maybe it can work. im just getting tired of chasing after her.
Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering.
anyways to all my friends you know im here and that i care for you, so enjoy life whether it be the past, present or future...things happen for a reason, so make the best of life by living it right.
umm thanks for listening...
my name? Luke Bennett. im a senior at Crystal Fall's High. these past few years? well they've been tough but ive gotten through it, whether it be alone or with people standing by me.
open your eyes....open your eyes!
you know i guess im suppose to tell you all that Highschool's all fun and games and everyone is happy and cheerful. its not like that...well ya sometimes it is but theirs always some type of drama going on. it really doesnt matter...we're teenagers! i mean ya i have my roller coaster rides just like everyone else but why let it eat at you or make you feel horrible? a lot of people i know are like this and it kills me to think that im standing right infront of them asking if somethings wrong and they just...pause for a moment and say nothing. lifes too short to hold all of it in, so why do it?
Be careful with his heart. It's more fragile than you think
my secret? well the only people who really know are Rachel and my family....i umm... i have cancer. its hard to say so im sorry but you dont know what its like, walking onto the track field or the football field and knowing you can't push yourself over the limit. to me....i feel trapped, like my world can come crashing down on me at any moment. but thats a risk i take....and i take it everyday. ive fought it a few times but it keeps coming back, and everytime it does i feel even weaker. i fall to my knees sometimes wishing i could just die already and not go through the pain of losing all my hair and going for treatments. its horrible and you dont even know it. i think this is my best kept secret honestly, not even my best friend Haley knows. not that i want her to because i know she'll try to fix it but she cant. but i think the thing im most feared of is the reactions from all my friends. what would they say if they knew? would they even be my friends anymore? hopefully they dont think less of me.
"Obstacles are those frightful things you see when you take your eyes off your goal."
music is my life. everyone in Crystal Falls know's i love to sing and play my guitar every chance i get. its my passion my world. without i wouldnt be who i am today. the words in the lyrics of a song...they mean something to me..something more then just actual words. theres a deeper meaning for me, one that i think im the only one who understands. i write my own stuff too, so i guess im a writer as well? its just something about put a pen to paper and having a connection that sends a chill up someones spine...that means something, it means they feel the music just like me.
Things are worth fighting for....so why give up when you know what you want?
my friends....well its starts with Haley, Craig, Dani, Beth, Eden, Jer, Hilary, Essie, Rachel....and the list goes on. these people are my family, i have had the pleasure of learning something unique from each of them and thats something im grateful for. Hales is my best friend...we've connected through music, always doing the odd duet or whatnot which is fun. Craig and i are buds, being on the same sports teams we get along well and enjoy palying pranks on everyone. Dani and Beth well...what can i say their princesses...literally. dont get me wrong i love them but they are princesses and they know it haha...umm Jer, Hils and Essie well i dont hangout with them as much as i want but thats because we all have our own lives but they know im here if they need me. Eden is another really close friend, me and her get along the best i tihnk maybe its because we're both kinda rebellious maybe? i dont know though...lately she's been a little bit strange hopefully everythings ok. then theres Rachel. the girl that can stop me from breathing. theres just something about her that i like but shes just not seeing it. she's not letting me all the way in and i dont know why. she needs to learn how to trust me then maybe it can work. im just getting tired of chasing after her.
Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering.
anyways to all my friends you know im here and that i care for you, so enjoy life whether it be the past, present or future...things happen for a reason, so make the best of life by living it right.
umm thanks for listening...
