Post by Essie Anderson on Jan 19, 2007 23:25:23 GMT
"You can never be anything you aren't, but you can always be yourself."
"I guess that is where I will start this, and my name is Essie Anderson, and I am a senior at Crystal Falls High School, and I will be 18 in April. My past has been all about me being different from everyone else, and not being accepted until I moved to Crystal Falls. I could go into detail about what happened, and why it did, but I won't. Right now life is just so hectic and confusing, and I just don't know what I can do the change this path that I am on right now."
"True friends don't only know who you are, but also who you are meant to be."
"I feel bad for Kennie and in fact I talked to him for awhile, but he's never really opened up to me at all, he probably just sees me as another one of those stupid preps that people hang out with. I wish I could help him, and at times when they were talking about him behind his back I told them to shut up. As for my other friends at Crystal Falls, I have to say that a lot of them don't know as much about what is going on as much as Craig Scott does. I told him about what happened in the past, and I told him about all of the things that had harmed me, I trust him with my life.
Recently I have learned that I have a heart condition that is much worse than my heart mummer, and the only people that know the truth are Luke, Craig, and Haley. Haley is one of those friends that you need when you need to have someone to cry with about what happened in life, and then learn from it some how. She is another person that I feel I can also trust with my life, and talk to about anything at all. Luke is a little bit newer to me, but he seems to understand the angle I am at a lot, and I feel that I can trust him too.
I have of course, also made some other really good friends like Shana, Jeremy (Jerry), Rachel (Rach), Elizabeth (Beth), and probably a ton more that I can't name at the moment. I owe them a lot and I wouldn't be able to make it without them ever."
"At this moment there are six billion, five hundred and two million, eight hundred and sixty seven thousand, one hundred and twenty people in the world, give or take a few and sometimes all you need is one."
"There is one guy that is on my mind, and it is driving me crazy, because I have no idea about what to do. His name is Craig Edward Scott, best friend, basketball player, shoulder to cry on, one who knows my deepest secrets. I told him that I liked him as more than a friend, and I know that there is a lot on his mind since for a couple of seconds he struggled to understand it I think. It makes all the since in the world to me though since I have trusted him for four years; the longest that I have trusted anyone ever.
I guess that I really want to take that chance, and I am thinking about it so hard, and I will tell him about that chance as soon as I get the nerve to. One thing that I would probably say about this is that you should learn from this, people do get second chances. I started to like him a little bit freshman year, and I never told him how I felt and he dated Haley for a long time, until now, he has never been single since freshman year, and even then he had Rach for a short period of time.
A lot of people say go for it, but I am not so sure just, because I don't want to betray my friend Haley, and this is something so new to me, and me with new things doesn't work all that well. I have the fear of doing something that is different or new sometimes, but who knows, maybe I will take that chance."
"To make a mountain of your life is just a choice, but I never learned enough to listen to the voice that told me always love, hate will get you every time."
"So to conclusion of this, I guess that you could say that you should always care about people on matter what, since you might not know if you'll see them again, or if they will see you ever again. Each step that we take deter mens the thoughts of yourself, and the thoughts of other people as you get older. Just keep going, and never give up, even when it feels like a helpless situation, because time moves on, and you never one when that person you will love the most will come to your side.
Essie Anderson"
"I guess that is where I will start this, and my name is Essie Anderson, and I am a senior at Crystal Falls High School, and I will be 18 in April. My past has been all about me being different from everyone else, and not being accepted until I moved to Crystal Falls. I could go into detail about what happened, and why it did, but I won't. Right now life is just so hectic and confusing, and I just don't know what I can do the change this path that I am on right now."
"True friends don't only know who you are, but also who you are meant to be."
"I feel bad for Kennie and in fact I talked to him for awhile, but he's never really opened up to me at all, he probably just sees me as another one of those stupid preps that people hang out with. I wish I could help him, and at times when they were talking about him behind his back I told them to shut up. As for my other friends at Crystal Falls, I have to say that a lot of them don't know as much about what is going on as much as Craig Scott does. I told him about what happened in the past, and I told him about all of the things that had harmed me, I trust him with my life.
Recently I have learned that I have a heart condition that is much worse than my heart mummer, and the only people that know the truth are Luke, Craig, and Haley. Haley is one of those friends that you need when you need to have someone to cry with about what happened in life, and then learn from it some how. She is another person that I feel I can also trust with my life, and talk to about anything at all. Luke is a little bit newer to me, but he seems to understand the angle I am at a lot, and I feel that I can trust him too.
I have of course, also made some other really good friends like Shana, Jeremy (Jerry), Rachel (Rach), Elizabeth (Beth), and probably a ton more that I can't name at the moment. I owe them a lot and I wouldn't be able to make it without them ever."
"At this moment there are six billion, five hundred and two million, eight hundred and sixty seven thousand, one hundred and twenty people in the world, give or take a few and sometimes all you need is one."
"There is one guy that is on my mind, and it is driving me crazy, because I have no idea about what to do. His name is Craig Edward Scott, best friend, basketball player, shoulder to cry on, one who knows my deepest secrets. I told him that I liked him as more than a friend, and I know that there is a lot on his mind since for a couple of seconds he struggled to understand it I think. It makes all the since in the world to me though since I have trusted him for four years; the longest that I have trusted anyone ever.
I guess that I really want to take that chance, and I am thinking about it so hard, and I will tell him about that chance as soon as I get the nerve to. One thing that I would probably say about this is that you should learn from this, people do get second chances. I started to like him a little bit freshman year, and I never told him how I felt and he dated Haley for a long time, until now, he has never been single since freshman year, and even then he had Rach for a short period of time.
A lot of people say go for it, but I am not so sure just, because I don't want to betray my friend Haley, and this is something so new to me, and me with new things doesn't work all that well. I have the fear of doing something that is different or new sometimes, but who knows, maybe I will take that chance."
"To make a mountain of your life is just a choice, but I never learned enough to listen to the voice that told me always love, hate will get you every time."
"So to conclusion of this, I guess that you could say that you should always care about people on matter what, since you might not know if you'll see them again, or if they will see you ever again. Each step that we take deter mens the thoughts of yourself, and the thoughts of other people as you get older. Just keep going, and never give up, even when it feels like a helpless situation, because time moves on, and you never one when that person you will love the most will come to your side.
Essie Anderson"
