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Post by Rachel Stone on Jan 31, 2007 21:04:27 GMT
There was nothing to say to him. He had come to her only days ago to make sure that the rumors going around school weren't true about her, and she had confirmed them. But what Luke had done with Haley was pushing it. And to think that he wasn't even going to tell her. "I have nothing to say to you!" Rachel yelled, as she started down the hallway again. The less she said, the better. At least it made it easier on her.
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Post by Luke Bennett on Jan 31, 2007 21:19:34 GMT
Luke was beating himself up inside. "Rachel come on! im sorry, i didnt mean for it to happen it just did and if i could take it back i would but i cant" as he ran up to her and walked beside her
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Post by Rachel Stone on Jan 31, 2007 21:23:26 GMT
Shaking her head, she sped up, but in time he had caught up and ended up walking beside her. Stopping, she gave in and turned to him, the look on her face far from happy. Poking him in the chest with her finger she layed it on him, " I can handle you believing rumors and other crap that you hear around this place...But sleeping with my best friend afterwards?! I don't care if you were drinking Luke but its going to take alot more than some meaningless sorry to stop me from walking away from you now," with that she looked him in the eyes so he could see how she really felt, then started down the hall yet again.
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Post by Luke Bennett on Jan 31, 2007 21:32:29 GMT
Rachel was pissed, he knew it but how could he stop it? "Rachel im not like your other boyfriends alright? and im not perfect either...listen to me when i say that everything i have done in my life hasnt made any sense except for the moment that im with you! when im not, my mind twists and turns because your always there..ive never felt this way about anyone!" he yelled to her as she walked down the halls. Luke could only trail behind.
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Post by Rachel Stone on Jan 31, 2007 21:47:09 GMT
Stopping at the end of the hallway, she spun around and through her hands in the air, "Oh so your telling me that since you weren't with me, you had sex with Haley 'cuz I was on your mind?? Right right...Well let me know what that sounds like a good idea to you. Glaring at him from the other end of the hall, she just stood there waiting for his next bet at making things better.
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Post by Luke Bennett on Jan 31, 2007 21:59:13 GMT
Rachel jsut stood there looking at her did he want to bring up anything that she had done? no that was low..and Luke wasnt one to do that. "Rachel listen to me..i know im horrible, liar, cheater...call me whatever but you look inside yourself and ask yourself 'everything you did with me...did you feel something. something you've never felt before?" he asked looking at her as he walked towards her slowly then finally arrived infront of her he whispered "Rachel im not that perfect guy you want me to be..the one who does everything right. im human...i make mistakes and im not afraid to stand here and tell you im wrong to do so...but i know im not wrong when it comes to my feelings for you"
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Post by Rachel Stone on Jan 31, 2007 22:13:46 GMT
"I don't want you to be perfect!" Rachel snapped back, her anger draining from her and tears rushing to her eyes, "I never asked you to be perfect, but I never asked you to sleep with my best friend either!" As he walked towards her, she stepped back, her eyes not leaving his for an instant. Of the guys Rae had dated, Luke was the last one she expected to do something as stupid as sleep with Haley while he was drunk. He was the last guy she had expected to hurt her, but once again she had gotten her hopes up.
Ignoring his question about feeling something more than normal, she shook her head, "I'm not calling you anything...And don't expect me too either. We need a break Luke..." It hurt her to say any of this, and it killed her to be standing in front of the same guy she could tell she loved, but she wouldn't admit it any time soon.
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Post by Luke Bennett on Jan 31, 2007 22:26:19 GMT
Luke stopped in his tracks. maybe it wasnt going to work, maybe she was right that they did need a break from eachother? no..Luke wasnt one to give up and he knew if he did then he'd lose her forever.
he closed his eyes. dropped to his knees, Luke slid to her legs and wrapped his arms around her legs. "im sorry Rachel...i love you...im..im sorry" was all that left his lips while he clunched her legs in his grip. but when Luke opened his eyes he was still standing. Luke had dreamt himself slidding across the floor to her and hugging her legs. what did this mean that Luke was finally giving up on something he ad fought for? i guess so..
Luke coughed softly as he nodded to her final comment. "ya...i guess maybe we should" it was hard to say but he had to do it. he had to let go of Rachel at least for now. looking over to her he gave one last smile to her before saying his final comment to her. "i'll be seeing you" was all the left his lips as he dug his hands into his pocktets
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Post by Rachel Stone on Jan 31, 2007 22:34:38 GMT
(nice touch with the dream ) In a perfect world, Rachel and Luke would have been together in no time. Not standing apart in the hallways fighting over who slept with who and how to win them back. In a perfect world you weren't supposed to fight over stupid things like rumors and boyfriends, you were supposed to fight for them, but in Rae's world, things were far from perfect and forever would be. Putting a hand on her bag, and slidding it onto her shoulder again, she nodded, keeping her lips sealed. Standing in place for a moment longer, she looked at him then turned on her heel and walked slowely down the hall till she hit the exit and pushed the doors open. As the halls were illuminated by the light of the sun, the door closed slowly as if Rachel had been swallowed whole, until she disappeared from sight.
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Post by Luke Bennett on Jan 31, 2007 22:45:08 GMT
[thanks]
as Luke stood there glued to his place in the hallway it was as if they had never left that night at the club. they were fighting just like that night and once again Rachel had left Luke standing there wondering what he could have done...
as this thought entered his mind Luke felt a chill creep up his spine as he watched the only girl he could ever say 'i love you' to walk out of his life.
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